This is hilarious! I find it interesting enough that we have the shortest railroad here in downtown LA but now we have goats grazing along the hill by it!
so besides the fact that i am exhausted because of extremely broken crappy sleep...but sleep nonetheless i should say i suppose...at least four or so hours i guess all together...first night of call as an intern and doctor was okay but soooooo scary too. scared of doing something wrong, scared of waking my resident to ask too many questions, scared of not waking him to ask him too many questions, scared of well just about everything to be honest! this all being said i must have had a white cloud over my head or something because no new admissions all night despite some cross cover issues from about midnight till like around 4 or so...so during rounds worked on getting some other stuff together, reading chest x-rays to prep for teach rounds readings, reporting overnight events to other interns, and so on and so on. we did work rounds and then teach rounds and that actually worked quite well i have to say. covered mechanical ventilation during teach rounds...after i had the luxury of rea...
so didn't have a chance to write yesterday....needless to say it was our second day of orientation---department specific information mostly. policies, procedures, records, people, plans, logistics, etc. that lasted all day. my fellow interns are all very nice---we are a good mix and are all feeling the same way...scared!!!
So starting residency, or internship should i say, is something filled with many emotions---excitement, fear, overwhelming fear, and more fear!!! Mostly of hurting someone! Many who are not in medicine may not know...but many say you shouldn't go to the hospital in July!!! This is because the 'new batch' of interns typically start nationwide on July 1st and are 'newbies' as our friends on Scrubs call us! So despite being supervised tons----there is the ongoing joke of July being the month to "not get sick"!!! Needless to say...I will begin this new chapter in life--personal and professional---tomorrow morning as I complete two short days of orientation before starting in the intensive care unit early---not so bright as the sun won't be up---but early nonetheless---saturday morning!!! So stay tuned and I will attempt...could prove to be difficult...to keep this updated daily....that is a tall order but we will see...as I enter the new world of being cal...
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